9061.) I hate that no matter what, I can’t stop thinking about YOU. All the memories of us together and how much I really do love you. But I feel like you don’t even care at all. I am scared of what might happen and I don’t want to lose you even though we are not together; I still love you. I hate what you did to me and are continuing to do. But I can’t say I hate you, because I don't, I still love you.